Attachment Theory and Following My Bliss

For the past month or so, I've been in a book club with a group of girls working through The Desire Map by Danielle Laporte. The book is massively inspiring. It's turned me much more towards inner goals than outer ones, even though I still struggle with that as a goal oriented person. I went through …

dancing with the unknown

Sometimes I curl up in the dark night, wrap myself up with my own arms, and whisper lonesome-ly... "What do you want, baby girl?" I stare into the darkness and wish it could stare back. In the way that the roots stare at the dirt, willing the nutrients to budge from those grains up into …

Object Lessons

 I can tend to compulsively manage my life. I do this in three areas especially: finances, recovery, and school. If you've been reading this blog for a couple months, you know about the financial stress I put myself under. Each thing has its place, and each place has its thing. As I told my therapist …